Sunday, December 21, 2008

I'll have a blue christmas...

Yea, It's been a long while since I've been here. I some how lost all desire to write. I even stopped my endless scribbles on notepads at my desk, or at home, or even on the back of receipts. It used to help me feel this sense of relief, but I'm not sure why I decided that wasn't enough anymore. I also don't know why I decided that doing nothing was a better way?! What a fool.

When there is only one light that seems to be burning, it feels even harder to make sure you don't burn that out.

I need a new job. One that I can feel like I'm actually valuable in. One that I can feel a sense of accomplishment at. One where what I'm good at, is what I'm doing. While being able to do all that... I some how need to be able to pay these never ending debts.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

I just can't resist

I am actually in such a genuinely good mood. This sudden shift is refreshing and inspiring.

My weekend was a good one.
Friday: Pizza with the man. [too many] Beers and Dancing with R. Coming home to A soundly sleeping. Even though I woke him up and he hated me for it...:(

Saturday: Visit to Mitchelles Fabrics and other stores with A . Lunch with N. Tony's Surprise 40th complete with Lobster, Karaoke, Burlesque and Melissa B joining in on the fun.

Sunday: Making A and I bacon & eggs. tackling an "advanced" corset, and skirt modification for Halloween. Proving to yourself that you can do things you thought you couldn't is Nice.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Goin' out west where they appreciate me

So, I got a new blog.

To much bad memories kept in a silly little web page.
Sure, I could just delete it... but...I wrote some good posts...

Wednesday, September 10, 2008