I've been on a huge New Found Glory kick as of late. I've loved this band for almost 10 years, and hold them completely responsible for my shameless love of pop punk. How anyone could think that pop punk is annoying(OK, i get that sometimes), or crappy or talentless is beyond me. <3<3<3.

Tonight A and I are leaving for his pops' cabin in Victoria beach. Soooo excited! Last summer when we went I had a great time. Just being away from everything was so nice, and calming. I hope it has the same effect this time around. I certainly need it!! The weather is to be crappy according to all sources, but I'm hopeful we'll see a little bit of sun at least.

Speaking of weather, my curls have completely flopped due to humidity. I'm rather upset! I walked into work with large pieces of half straight hair. *shakes fist* Blast you rainy humid poop!

Side note: I signed my lease again. One more year(likely) in my lovely little apartment. I'm just not ready to part with it!

We're gonna drain that cup dry.

I'm having one of the most awful days ever. Right after one of the most lovely weeks. I feel as if I'm in this continual up and down with every aspect of life and I'm beginning to feel as if the towel just needs to be thrown in already. Life feels stagnant and how to kick it into high gear seems to be my mystery at hand.

I've always been the type to hold onto everything. Never let anything go. for 24 years it hasn't seemed to do me any good, yet no one knows how to change that. Certainly not I. Contrary to some peoples popular belief, countless attempts have been made. Is it just who I am? or is it the result of something else? It's winning, which ever it is.

I think I just need to listen to "the best is yet to come" and belt it out until the cloud over my head floats away. It'll work right? *sigh*